23 March 2005
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i typed so much. and its all gone. life.. it sucks. noting goes well. money.. skol. frens. too much probs. shit life. fuck it man. damn. im cursing so much today. been crying and cursing and crying and cursing. hope GOD forgives miee. bottomline, life sarks. and it hurts. life hurts so do love. _______________ i don get it. why does this have to hurt? why is loving you such a torture? can anyone get rid of this painful feeling? can anyone help mie get over hiim.? why does he have to stay in my mind. why cant you help mie get over you? why do you have to keep triping mie over ur attention. why do you have to make me fall? falling deeper and deeper in love with you. why cant u just ignore mie and live your own life? why cant u just let go of mie so i can get over you. why do u hav to be a selfish egoistical bastard. dusnt mean i love you once, i hab to continue loving you. since you don love mie da way u wan mie to, let go of mie. i don wan to continue being trapped in ur attention. don shower mie with attention. don keep me falling . instead, u shud help me up. since i fell bcos of you, u shud help me up. i wan you to stop showering attention. haiish. forget it. wad im trying to sae may come across differently. pple mite not understand. all i noe is, im still in lurp wid you. and im trying mahh hardest to get out of it. |
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nor liyana mohd khalis.i'm always in love with pretty boys. like as if i don't learn from experience, i always give in to sweet words. and i never learn from the past. i'm vulnerable to hurt, but i'd like to believe i'm stronger than i seem. jauh di dasar hatiku, aku tahu aku masih kasihimu dan menyintaimu. namun kau sudah berpunya, kau sudah bercinta. disini kita berakhir, tergantung segala cerita dan kisah lama. wishlist
an arsenal jersey please.to watch a play. tagboard
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ayn
bani
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dynn
erdiah
ekah
fizah
jass
joyce
maz
matt
nisa
nette
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